When I Am Alone, I Restore Myself

My name around the internet is S. I am a 22 year old Japanese girl who lives in Long Island, NY. I used to hate math until Business Administration forced me to excel in it. I look like a serious being to others but if you got to knew me, you would know that I love hip hop, hello kitty, sneakers, cameras, Audrey Hepburn, Marilyn Monroe, twizzlers, swedish fish, fresh smelling perfume, law, animals, traveling, sushi, singing, tequila, friends, family and most of all, my boyfriend ♥.

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My life has come to a sudden halt. It may seem quite selfish to say that because of all the blessings that have showered upon me since the start of the year but I feel like it has. I may probably just be going through a quarter life crisis right now though but I have come to the point wherein, I don’t know what I want to be after I get my associate’s degree.

Three months ago, I had it set out for me and had a somewhat decent and feasible five year plan. Now, I have a blank slate again with no idea on what I would like to do. See, the problem is not what type of education I have attained but more like what I want to do with it. A few months back, I was in a hurry to graduate and get this phase over with but now, I am in a blur and as far as my academics go, I am no longer in a hurry to get my hands on a diploma. It’s probably because of the way the economy is in America too. I look around and meet so many graduates who have a job but aren’t happy with it or they just don’t have a job period. 

I don’t know what to do and I don’t know if I’ll ever figure this out but one thing’s for sure. I do not want to be a slave to corporate for the rest of my life. 

gpoyw. i need a haircut very badly.