My life has come to a sudden halt. It may seem quite selfish to say that because of all the blessings that have showered upon me since the start of the year but I feel like it has. I may probably just be going through a quarter life crisis right now though but I have come to the point wherein, I don’t know what I want to be after I get my associate’s degree.
Three months ago, I had it set out for me and had a somewhat decent and feasible five year plan. Now, I have a blank slate again with no idea on what I would like to do. See, the problem is not what type of education I have attained but more like what I want to do with it. A few months back, I was in a hurry to graduate and get this phase over with but now, I am in a blur and as far as my academics go, I am no longer in a hurry to get my hands on a diploma. It’s probably because of the way the economy is in America too. I look around and meet so many graduates who have a job but aren’t happy with it or they just don’t have a job period.
I don’t know what to do and I don’t know if I’ll ever figure this out but one thing’s for sure. I do not want to be a slave to corporate for the rest of my life.